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[stirtheblood]

You can try texting Vicious if you want.

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[stirtheblood]

...Somethin' like that, yeah.

It's true it'll always be part of who you are. And there'll always be people who judge ya based on that. But you can decide what ya wanna do with that.

[notsospeedy]

Yeah. You get it.

Even if I'm small potatoes compared to you, it just feels nice. Being with you, I don't feel like I'm under some invisible pressure.

[stirtheblood]

[grins]

Well, everyone's small potatoes compared to me. And it's true ya ain't gotta do anythin' just to satisfy me.

[notsospeedy]

That just makes the extra feel extra nice, right?

...You like the frybread?

[stirtheblood]

When it comes to food, I like most stuff.

[...]

And it is kinda nice to get a taste of somethin' ya wanted to share with me enough to make it.

[notsospeedy]

I'll take that as a yes?

What do you like most, though?

[stirtheblood]

'Course it's a yes.

[he has to think about the second question, though. and the tone of his response sounds like he knows it's not the right answer]

...Booze?

[notsospeedy]

H...uh.

[Well that IS a conundrum.]

[stirtheblood]

...Ain't like I got any traditional foods to go to.

[notsospeedy]

Guess not. There's not even stuff you prefer eating, if you can get it?

[stirtheblood]

Not really. Never really been somethin' that important to me before.

[notsospeedy]

What if I kept cooking for you? Then... maybe it could be more important.

[He sounds unsure, though]

[stirtheblood]

Hah? How come ya sound like that's a question? This is already the most important thing I've ever eaten.

[notsospeedy]

[Fidgets a little,]

They say with alcoholism... nothing's more important than your next drink. You just fool yourself into thinking that, but really, if it means going without...

Would you... actually want to find something you like more than booze?

[stirtheblood]

Sure?

[huffs, and then appears to deliberately give that more serious thought]

S'like I was sayin' before... I ain't like you. It ain't like there's stuff I wanted to be doin' but the drive for booze got in the way. Now, that's mostly 'cause most of the time I wasn't tryin' to do anythin' but stay alive, but... I got some more important things now.

I like drinkin', but it ain't the most important thing. And I can go without it fine if I gotta.

[notsospeedy]

[He makes it sound so easy??? orz]

You really think so?

Well... I wanna keep giving you important things, then. And you can figure out which ones you like best.

[stirtheblood]

...Well, who knows. I can say that stuff, but it's been maybe a month I've had more keepin' me goin' than spite. Can't imagine what it'd be like if had somethin' real important and then lost it. Maybe then it'd become a lot harder to kick booze back down.

[notsospeedy]

...Yeah, don't I know it.

[His gaze flicks up to meet Vicious's eyes, earnest]

But you're not going to lose me. Not if I have any say in it.

[stirtheblood]

...Guess we'll see, huh?

[He grabs another sweet frybread]

In the meantime, I wouldn't mind somethin' like this becomin' tradition.

[notsospeedy]

[////// smiles, almost bashfully]

All right. Maybe next time I'll try and make a pizza. Though no guarantees how good it'll turn out.

[stirtheblood]

Fortunately I ain't picky. And if ya don't think it's good, that just means ya can make it that much better the next time.

[grins and chomps down frybread]