[He just rests his face there in the crook of Vicious's neck, relaxing against him under the spray of the shower.]

. . . It probably will. But not because that's the outcome I want. I only don't know what else to do . . . it torments me constantly. Wanting to be with you is the easy part. That I don't need to question. It may make me crazy, but if so, I'm happy to be crazy.